八月十五要玩灯笼~

玩灯笼

可爱的妈妈还有漂亮的姐姐
我和我的deardear
开心的时光
我的作品
143？ = 我爱你

今年的八月十五也是在怡保度过。
今年nico也有回怡保

八月十五的前一晚
跟我最爱的家人和男友好有两只狗狗一起过
我们玩灯笼点蜡烛
真得很开心

我吃了很多的月饼阿~~
变肥了（好担心哦）

在怡保的时间过得特别快。

不知不觉已经度过了四天的假期了~

好想念妈妈还有大姐
当然还有我的狗狗啦~



希望可以再快点可以回家乡咯

Pusing下面 + Kok-kuih~

24.09.07 Pusing下面 + Kok-kuih~

G-mie & G-mama

Ming Feong Restaurant下面
云吞 *好好吃*
口爱妈妈
甜甜我们
Kok-Kueh
Kok-Kueh
Finally Todae ah dear bring me go to Pusing eat Prawn Mee.
He owe me very very longgggggggggggg time edi..

So todae me mama n dear go to Pusing lol.
at 1st I tot very far away.
Who's noe .. so near.. about 10mins can reach edi.
*So happie*

The Prawn mee was different frm wad I tot.
It was not those wad we had frm the hawker center de.
Its not spicy type.
It mostly likely like a soup prawn mee.
Hahahaha...
Anyway it taste nice.
**SLURPSSS***

After taste tat prawn Mee, we went to outside roadside n buy kueh
Pusing famous with kueh lol.

The kueh so colorful n look so tasty.
Wow. . .

Actually I intend to buy alots de.
Coz all looks yummie.
But I noe I cant finish all.
So bought few kueh den back home.

After rest a while at home,
Dear bring me go for hair cut lol..
Hahaa~ cut my hairs at PATRICK~

迷惑~

有时候 真得对感情，爱情 觉得很迷惑~

最近， 都是听到不快乐的事情。
在我身边的朋友都受到伤害。我都觉得好可怕。

觉得 爱情 真得给人很多 却也让人变得越渺小
爱情让我们觉得世界是美好的
他却也让我们觉得这世界是残忍的

当爱情 被背叛的时候
就变得很残忍 很凄惨
有谁会董？ --〉 没有 （包括你，我，他。。 在爱情里的人或外的人）

人人多说 爱情没有对和没有错
可是 当你在爱情里面的时候 ， 就会不停的追着“对”和“错”的答案。
你要的答案是“对”还是“错”呢？
都是迷惑的~

我们要的答案这是自己想要《听》的答案而已罢了
一个可以让自己安心的答案罢了
你找到这“答案”了吗 ??

可是 人是贪心的，
当你《听》到你想听的“答案”的时候，
你就会开始想 要一个“肯定”
“肯定”会让你比较放心吗？
你找到你的“肯定”了吗？？

当你有了你的“肯定”
你还是会继续追
追一个“承诺”
一个可以让你可以相信可以信赖的“承诺”
他/她做到了吗？
而你得到了吗？

可是~~
当你发觉 他/她的“答案” / “肯定” / “承诺” 都是假的时候
会发生什么事情？

它会粉碎
你的安心
你的信任
你的美梦
你的全部

好可怕的一件事情 ！！！！

我最近都听到
我的同学的姐夫有外遇
我的网友女朋友变了，　分手了
我姐的同事的老工也是有外遇
我怡包姐姐的朋友老公也是有外遇
我的哥哥也是给一个女孩子伤透了心

我听了，我想了，我消化了　
我都觉得　“爱情”　真得太可怕了
爱情可靠吗？
真得可以靠吗？

很多时候，
是爱情伤害你吗？
是他／她伤害你吗？
还是我们自己伤害了自己？

是我们本身追求的太多？　要得太多？想得太多？

有爱情是好还是坏的呢？
不懂

爱情就是没答案
就是让我们迷惑的东西

所以， 在爱情里面
“笨”的人就是最幸福的~

因为。。。
他们要的很简单
他们想的得很单纯
他们不会渴求的太多

爱情 其实 就是 很 简单
为何我们弄到那么复杂 --〉这只会让我们迷惑~~

当我越发现越多的时候

为什么？

为什么每次让我发现
发现你的谎言？

现在，回想起来
我才知道，你不是隐瞒　
而是从头你就沙荒

那天的晚上
你不是跟同事去吃东西
而是跟他见面对不对？
为什么　要沙荒呢？？　

你们不见得光吗？

而见天你跟我说你跟他见面时他来到你的做工地方


我觉得你恨过分阿~
你明知道我讨厌你沙荒

而你一次又一次得这样做


让我觉得 你对我没信任
哪 现在的我对“信任”也一次再一次得给刺痛了

我想你都懂
当你沙了一次荒 就得在沙另一个荒来圆上一个荒 ！！！

不舒服

我现在真得很不舒服吖
心里很难过， 可是又不可以跟别人说
我该怎么办？

如果 我跟他说
这会让他觉得我不体谅他所谓的“好意的谎言/隐瞒”
以后他会再跟我说真话吗？ (现在都没有跟我坦白了）
不会！！
他指挥那这次的比喻来“压”我
下次，他也会说：-
上次你也不是一样不开心 生气？ 我不要你不开心

可是， 你又想过吗？
为什么 我不开心？
因为。。 是因为你的“好意”

你一定忘了
你曾经答应过我什么？
你说不会在隐瞒。
可是现在呢？

虽然不是很大的事情。
可是 让我很心灰意冷
因为我
看不到你的若言
看不到你的诚若

你又想过吗？
如果你是我呢？
你会怎样？　

还会觉得你自己是对的吗？

可能吧


我开始觉得麻木了
讨厌
讨厌自己
讨厌你的谎言
讨厌现在的感觉
讨厌全部东西

第二次的隐瞒

今天 在午餐过后的交谈。
在我和他的交谈中， 发现了他有隐瞒我

他隐瞒我他跟他的朋友(Ｃ　小姐）　
他和她又见过面（是当她来新加坡的时候，我知道她的到来）
可是　为什么？

为什么　要隐瞒了？
又是那株老话　“怕我会误会。。　怕我会胡思乱想。。”

可是　为什么？
为什么会让我从你的语言中发现你的隐瞒？

我不是生气你和她的见面
而是你的态度

当时，我的心真得很痛～
我以为，从上次的事件　　你不会在隐瞒我的。
可是呢？
你又从犯了。

你隐瞒我　然后企图的沙荒
我好难过。
让我觉得　我真得不可以信任吗？
你不相信我吗？

我不懂
不懂我可以做什么让你知道　我要的只是“坦言”
有这么难吗？

如果　在你的心目中我是一个这么蛮不讲理的人　
我真得也没有办法

随你吧
随你要怎样做吧

只希望　下次　当你　还　想要　隐瞒　我的时候
请你　不要流出马脚
无论你的出发点是好事坏的
因为这会让我很难过～　

Labrador Park & OX fish head soup wt Ah-MAY

15.09.07 - Ah-May @ Spore visit us

Ah-May wt Dear Dear
New Toilet Sign
sweet sweet dear n me
~ 3 of us ~
nice scenery
nice scenery

saturday, sunny day - 0330pm

todae meeting up wt ah-May (kah fei's pri frez)
After pick her up at cityhall, we went to Quuenway.
She say she wana bring us to eat X-O beehun fish soup.

haha.. she familiar Spore more than me n cat.
So we wen to the nearby holland village and wana grab our munch.

But too bad,
havent 5pm yet.

Coz tat lao-ban only start business at 5pm.
So we just hanging around, after tat while waiting to reach 5pm
we just chit chating n drink somethings.

ding ding ding ~~ ~ ~
Wow 5pm edi..

Our XO beehun soup reach edi.
so yummie ..
*but i think if dun have milk inside will be more nicer*
but overall still very yumie OoOoo..


and den she say wana go to Labrador Park.
Coz she say there are very nice view.

so we drive over.

Wow~~ wow~~ wow~~
really very nice view.

We discover abit of the forest over there.
Den we went to the ferry terminal there.
So nice view nice breeze.

And we saw 3 couples taking wedding shoot.
haha..so romantic hor..

We just stay a while Njoying the breeze n the astmophere there.

thanks MAY.

Thanks for introducing us such a nice place.
Catch ya at Ipoh on coming week.

T200 ? W200 ? or W80?

t-200

W-200
W-80

Which to buy which to buy?
so fan ler..
duno which to buy..

I need a NEW CAMERA..

I wan a NEW CAMERA

God pls ....

help me decided which to buy..

no more cup ~

10.09.07 - no more CUP

I got no cup for water drinking.
why ?

ish~~~

my cup duno y suddenly cracked (without notice)
den I waswondering how come my table got water de?

At 1st I tot I was splash water all over?
Den I use the tissue n clean it.

Within a minutes got water again..
so weird ? ? ? ? ?

Den i try to put away the cup to another place.
Den tat area of place got water ....

Den I noe, its my cup CRACKED.

I LOVE TIS CUP ALOTSS
its a present frm my aunt.
Its a forvere bear bear pink color cup..

*sob sob sob*
so sad

Sizling Grillstone 09.09.07

♣ Sizling Grillstone Dae ♣

monkey promote food to us

Sizling Grillstone

Aum ♣ 大哥

Peace Aum ♣ Blur 大哥

Dear Dear n Mie

Shocked =.=

Cute AUM
lime juice wt sour plum
tom yum seafood bihun
my small portion

salmon spagetthi
biggie french fries
grillstone kebab chicken.. *thumb up*
marinate chicken grillstone
i LOVE TIS~~~~

Tis weekend accpy dear to JB Pasir Gudang at nite watch car racing competition.
The racing start very late.
OMG~

its started at 1230am.. gosh~
we watch till 3am++
Im damm tired.. half dead.

Once reach home faster brush teeth shower den zZzz..

Early am wake up (10am) haha..
den after refresh myself.

Play "play station" wt dai-korr n dear.
Haha.. im a racing Queen

Coz i run rally very fast ooOO XD


Noon time we went to JJ
We had our brunch at JJ.
We went to the "SIZZLING GRILLSTONE"
yum yum..

love the astmophere there


Simple yet happie weekend but TIRED.

Back to Singapore very early tis time.
Went to Bedok and play wt "ah-bi"
he is very cute.

He keep asking me play wt him and keep hold my hands.
Even give me a kisses.
so sweet of him.

im melted by him.
omg omg omg~~



Rewards : Muschroom keychain + mushroom coin pouch + mushroom cardholder + short jeans frm "WH" + KATE extra volume up mascara

i Hits 4D

Oh my God~~~

I hits the 4D on my 05/09/07 draw
so happie..

its a HUGE AMOUNT tat i hit.
I won SGD 6 bucks..

haha... though very little money.
But im still very happie.

I will took da money and keep it
will not use it.

keep it as my LUCKY AMULET.

yeah yeah yeah~~~

Bring Zakema shower & Pizza yumyum

01.09.07-03.09.07


Todae we go to JB..

Tot wana report the lost of the carpark card. But management not Open.
So bo-bian. We just drove off and fixed the zakema air-cond
Den bring Zakema for shower.
hmm..... clean & clear edi ^^

Todae din shopping.
Just do window shopping den get one Fasio mascara & lipgloass only.
Haha..

Den we drove in Spore
Watch the RAttatouille
And den meet KhaiLoon & XuanXuan lol.
Tot can meet "someone" de.
But she din turn on.. too bad.
But nvm la.. I think i still got chance to meet Miss.C

Den on sundae we went for pizza.
So happie.

I can make my own salad.. Haha~ Yippie..
Pay money to make the salad only.
Not really wana eat it.
Coz very full..
Haha.. im such a wastage-gal~

Anyway thanks dear for accompany me weekend.
So happie.
Coz no more papaya class.
Coz i had dropped the paper.
So i can relax abit.

**but now canot too relax..have to work hard on the other two papers**

J I A Y O U ~


Zakema bak-bak

Salad by Jamie

Bread .. too hard

Mushroom soup .. too watery

Thai Seafood Pizza .. .too YUMMIE promoting Salad by ME
So happie whn saw the Pizza
WoooW
very full..canot move
TQ dear

Rattatouille

01.09.07 - Movie date

Tis nite was gg for a moviwe wt dear.
Coz his company had rent the whole cinema room for the Hong Leong Staff
so he got 2 ticket, therefore bring me go for movie.

Simply love tis rat after I watch it.
It was cutezzz

And I can't denied that this movei was creative n full of imagination.
And its not forgot to have some touching part of it.

2 hours movie with laugh n touch.

Love to see their expression
and oso I had decided to gte his DVD.

muaks~~~

rattatouille yippi~~

Mama Sick edi..

On 31.08.07 I call home..
Mama say she's not feeling well.

Stomache after she had the "yam rice"
She run toilet 4times edi.

Since she nto feeling well so i din disturb her.
Let her rest a while.

Den later i called her again to see how's she are?
Tis round she looks very sick..

still run toilet n vomiting oso..
I think she's FOOD POISONING~~


Make me so worried her.
Lucky dajie at Ipoh, so she bring her to see doctor.

The next day still sick
No energy
No Appertiate
No mood.

Heard edi heart oso pain.
Hope she faster recover.

I love U dear mama